|O Lord, show me what your will is in my life and help me to do it.|
Tuesday, August 6, 2013
Conversion to Vocation ~ from a Nun at St. Emma part 8
I continued to work at various jobs, at one point I had three part-time jobs and one weekend off a month, which I spent at the monastery.
I loved being a teacher, working at the nursing home, and also working with the mentally and physically handicap in their homes. But I knew that I wasn't called to stay working in this way for life.
I have always tried to figure out what God was trying to teach me in this part of my. I started to think this way since I started my first job as a hostess at King's Family Restaurant when I was 18.
I just kept working and praying that God would find some way to make this work because I couldn't do this on my own, and that is what God was teaching me at this point in my life.
I remember someone coming up to me after Mass one day and said that I have too much faith in God and that he didn't want me to be devastated when God doesn’t answer my prayers. Now I know where he was coming from and that he didn't want to see me hurt, but I took it as a wonderful comment. This meant that he could see what I couldn’t; I have struggled with my faith in God and still continue to “work” on it.